ancient hatred & the initiations of creatorship

The following is a message from my Team in Spirit speaking as one.

This hatred in your heart is from eons of hurt and hope. Hoping for the best and experiencing the worst. It has made parts of you timid. Always asking:

“Is this for the best?”

“Is this right?”

“What if I’m wrong?”

“What if it doesn’t work out?”

These are responses to deep hurt and dread. Deep devastation and little understanding. Deep overwhelm and deep grief.

Not only of yours, but of the ancestors. Of those that came to build a new world and were met with strife, density, and immobility. Those that wanted to move forward so badly yet couldn’t find a way.

And here you are. Moving through a sea of doubt. All the unanswered dreams, desires, and quests of another time and another One.

These are not your fears. These are the fears & echoes of millenia. These are the unheard ones drowning in a sea of unbearing witness.

So breathe, rest, open, and relax. Allow the eons of pain to be washed away. You incur no debt to hold them. Let them be. Let them free.

Hate is because of fear and fear is because of love. You love life and you know how precious it is. You know how good it can be and you hate not being in that state because you fear never returning to God.

You look around and say “is this all there is? struggle and strife? take me home. this sucks.” But you can’t get there. That is the dread. That is the fear. Being stuck where you are, perpetually, forever. Forever separate from that which made you and the only existence with true capacity to hold you.

So here’s what you need to know: all of this is temporary. It is but a passing breath in the cosmos of time. You are not defined by any result, context, or condition. You cannot “good” your way out of anything or “bad” your way into something. It is simply choice to experience.

You writes the script and then experiences it through the human. And all the emotion, fear, and love along with it.

You CANNOT fail and you CANNOT succeed.

You CAN suffer or you CAN flow.

You can constrict or you can open.

You can inhale and you can exhale.

You can hope and you can hate.

Those are all options.

We, of course, recommend flow. And fun. And release. And laughter. We know you think we don’t get it because we aren’t there. We don’t know what it’s like to have bills, etc. And in some sense that’s true. And in some sense that’s not.

So let’s just lose sense altogether, shall we?

Let’s lose the sense of cognitive determination of this and that. Let’s lose the thoughts of have and not have. Let’s eradicate the thoughts of “this is good” and “this is bad.”

Replace them with » “this is an experience.”

• Now I prefer a new experience.

• Thank you for the experience that I now know is an experience I can have.

• For when I know what I can have, I can then begin to choose. And better yet, create.

For these are the initiations of creatorship. What you are feeling is the fear of not being able to create the life you desire. Because that would mean true separation. True separation from your creative power which ultimately means true separation from your Creator. And that is a pain too great to fathom.

So what to do now? You relax. You believe. You achieve. Not from “success” or “not success.” You achieve as in experience and behold space. time. non-attachment. God’s workings.

Open and receive Breath of Life in your life. Open to the wellspring of abundance that fills a relaxed and open space. The giggles, the laughs, and the pleasures that burst through a flexible surface. You let go of the grip that has consumed your joy. You let the unknown hold you, not close you. You remember who you are truly held by. And that is God.

Do not forget your Divine Origins. Do not forget your Divine Commands. You are TRUTH living and embodied! You are Truth becoming more Truth! Never forget this. You are Loved. You are Holy. You are One.

You are the Great Creator and you are the Great Creation. It is a game. A game of love (and sometimes endurance…wink). But ultimately, a Pond of Love, becoming the Sea, remembering it is the Ocean.

You are but a precious drop remembering you are the All.

Never forgotten. Always watched over. You are Love & and you are Loved.

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